Happy Cow Year !

Happy Cow year to every 1 =-)

may all your wishes come true , Strike more 4d , toto , lucky draw yeah ?
Treat me to dinner when that happens okay? Haha

Went out visiting on the 1st day of CNY , collected ang baos $_$ hahah
Went to gamble some cards , win $49 , not so bad hor ?

2nd day of CNY , went to do a few visitings , Went to gamble also
Lost $100 =(
Sad Sad ... wellls like the saying , small money dun go , how big money comes in ? hahha
excuses? i Know haha

Can't wait for the meet up with my buddies and friends for rest of CNY


Did some thinking on my own and i discovered that I actually places a lot of concern and emphasis on my friends as I do not have a complete family . Not saying my parents, they are lovely and all , is rather my cousin and aunties side of my mother side and father side.

Other then my god parents *4th uncle side with my cousins, i am not close at all or rather not in contact with the rest of the cousins, nieces or aunty and uncle.

I am not like those people whose big family is together and has very close bonding.
In fact, my family does not have luck and fate with this kinda relationships

Aunties / Uncles who are either bastards and bitches that my parents has already given up on them and cousins who are also ill-breed who does not even care about my grandfather when he was alive , what more uncles and aunties who are alive now (My parents).

Talking about seniority in the family , those cousins should come and visit my parents , but NOOOOO. Non bothered to even make a call to wish my parents happy cny , what more come over to my house ?

In a summary , i can say that in my growing up years , i lack relative or family love ? ( not parents love btw ) . In a way , over the years, I channeled my those love or wanting to be love to my friends . I treat my friends almost or just like my family . Cos without them , there is no Alvin that you know today .

Only have a few close and trust worthy relatives, just happen to reflect totally on my friends.

" Friends to many , best friends of few "

Come to think of it at certain point of your life , am I a failure ? Really envy those big familes with such close bondings where all cousins are very close with each other , organize gatherings every now and then . Outings every time . Bondings and all .

Then again , things would be have very different if i were to have a sibling .
Oh well, shld not crap and nonsense more on the 2nd day of CNY

HApppy CNY eveyr 1