Monday, July 28, 2008

Sianz

1st day back at work after 12 days of slacking , rotting . Having the feeling of not working yet again . oh well , after effects of a holiday . Went to hospital to visit my cousin who was admitted to hospital . hope he's recovering fine and fast soon .

Taking things one step at a time , hopefully things all worked out soon ...
Cannot wait to start studying in Oct , throw everything else one side and focus on studies...
Seems like my face condition is doing well and great .... yeahhh~

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Photo Time (Part Two)

here it goes. .....


many relative coming to the celebration

My mother asking grandaunt to pick 4d numbers lolx :X

Group Photo

Brought this bag at a cheap price

lazy to continue le , this blog so hard to post photos lolx

Photo Time (Part 1)

China Trip 16th July to 27 July 2008

Purpose: Celebrate my grand aunt's 100th birthday
Expenses: SGD $500

took 116 photos heheh


not gona post all la , post summarys


china is like having some kind of heat wave nation wide la , temperature go up to 37 degree , siao bo




My dad having his hor fun at Changi Airpot Budget Terminal Hans . Cost about 10+ dollars , siao ar .



The main lead of the trip . My 100 year old grand aunt ( My grand father's sister )

My grand aunt 's china address , wana visit her ? lol




One of the rare sees in Singapore . A Trishaw with shelter !


a cheap form of transportation in the small town haha


$5 dollar china money = like 0.90 to 1 dollar sgd ? lol



One of the many nieces i have in china -.- , she is called li xin . haha cutee little girl



wanted to take a photo with her , but she was more interested in the peach she is holding =(


Photo of the food my relative cooked on the actual day of my grandaunt's bdae . some peach like bun . then was the photo of the name of the restaurant we went , Fu Xing Lou

Back !!!!!!

Yo peeps , finally back in Singapore . reached singapore at abt 5pm plus . just finish unpacking all the barang barang .

will upload photos later !!!

in summarry

china sux , so hot !!
temperature reach 36 to 37 degree

can imagine that ?

singapore max only 32

Monday, July 14, 2008

Freedom !!!! for few weeks

yeahhhhh finally free , going overseas to china for visit/shopping on wed ! back on 27th heheh

thanks to all who showed concern over my last post .
was having pms that day plus that fatal incident that caused the booooom !
now feeling better already .
i see things in a positive manner le , since the matter not within my control, advise already advise le , if he still dun wana listen , i dun give a fark any more . did my best

just newly brought a psp slim , light blue in color !!!!
loving it , playin it non stop haha . regret din buy earlier !
so fun ahhaha
cost me $348 ~ price still okok ba .

gona have a dinner function at oscars (conrad hotel) with my team mates later in the evening .
tml meeting GGG at cityhall . after which i am leaving sg !!

yipppy . well i gona take a lot photos . hope i am not lazy to post it haha

well hope all who took time off to see my blog , thanks !
really appreicate . love u guys

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Unexplainable Pain

No words can describe the pain and sorrow i am facing now . Jia Jia you ben nan nian de jing .

words to describe my feeling and emotions ?

SAD
ANGRY
DISAPPOINTED
FUCK OFF
SUICIDAL
PISSED OFF

cannot think of wat else and suit me now ....

to think i am actually more more more more matured then him
aged 52 already still duno how to freaking think ????

ignore the following:

WHAT THE FARK U THINK U R DOING ?
U SO OLD LIAO DUNO HOW TO THINK ?
DUNO HOW TO THINK OF UR FAMILY B4 U ACT ?
UR DICK DO WAT ? FASHION ONLY AR ?
TO THINK U R A MAN FARKER .
DUN U THINK U R VERY CHILDISH ?
UR ACTS ONLY SHOWS HOW IMMATURED U R AS AN ADULT
MY RESPECT FOR U ? DIMINSIHED BY SO MUCH
I KNOW WORK IS TOUGH , BUT IT DOES NOT GIVE U A FUCKING REASON TO COMMIT THOSE ACTS?
IF UR ACTION CAN SOLVE MATTERS, WHY NEED POLICE ?
POLICE CAN FARK OFF GO REST FOR LIFE LE
JUST HOPE U UNDERSTAND MY PART AND WHAT EVER I HAVE SAID
THERE IS A LIMIT TO MY TOLERATENCE .
DUN TEST IT
OTHER WISE , DUN BLAME ME FOR WHAT I GONA DO IF I EVER REACH THAT STAGE


Farking pissed sad angry for now. dun wana blog for now le . my heart is bleeding

till we meet again , pals, pardon me for the vulgar words and all

Friday, July 04, 2008

untitted

Just finished morning shift , reached home at about 9pm , learn quite a fair deal of things today at work . Meaningful , although it was chaotic .

Realised that if you want to know how the things work , u must first go through it and experience everything . Same to goes for life's different aspect . Cannot expect miracles to happen overnight or expect gods above to grand u a miracle when u urself do not work or even show efforts to earn the miracle .

Seen the news of a 23 years old indo-chinese who fall overboard the yatch. poor chap, the parents must be heart broken and dead worried for him . It has been 2 days ? i wonder what are the survival rates of him ? ermmz . hope gods above will grant him a miracle ?










Levin Angsana
A 22-year-old undergraduate from the Singapore Management University

Nice looking chap hor ?
Let's pray for him

Health wise . starting to recover bit by bit . My craving for food improved today . well at least eat more as compared to yesterday. Yesterday's food was like less then 1/2 a bowl of kway tiao and 1/2 bowl of porridge ? lolx

Was joking with my mother , how i wish i can stay sick for more then 2 weeks , confirm slim down one. she wacked me on my leg saying choy choy . ha ha . just joking only . being sick , the feeling sux to the core . no energy to do things , see food u wana eat but no feeling to eat it . etcccc

Recieved a rare call from a squad mate , sean . whom "mia" and lost contact since posting out to units . Real glad and happy recieving the call from him . Well at least , i am being remembered ? lol well cannot blame also . he's busy with work ? ha ha . came upon me that true friends are the ones who remember each other even though we do not contact each other often . it's the thought that counts .

Friends according to dictionary.com

A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.












Friends come and go in one's life, the function of friend i feel is something like a filter funnel . Friends? who does not have ? it's the true trust worthy pals that counts. It does not matter how many friends you know or how big ur circle of friends are . it is the quality of friends that truely counts . WHen u r down , sad , or even happy with something gd happens to u , true frds are they one who are willing to share those news with u no matter how busy they are . true frds are those who love and appreicate you for who u r and not what u r .

I am glad in my life , i met several groups of friends who withstand the test of time , those friends who stood by me during different ups and downs of my life .

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Sick , ill , poor me

Okie due to uprising problems faced by the organization , 1DD (some director) of the organization decided to bring forward the monthly in-service to today . At 1st wanted to take mc as i was really having fever , but this morning felt better so i went.

Slept through out the journey on mrt to novena , reached there about 8+ , the "talk" started at 9am . Went into the LT which was quite spacious . There comes our boss and the 1DD . he looks kinda friendly for a high ranking officer. And he goes giving the 1 hr speech .

One sentence that he said stays in my mind (i rephrased it in my way )

" The job that you doing , the decisions that you make , impacts the lifes and mood of the person who calls in "

complacency seems to be the hot word used recently by ministers , supervisors , bosses

according to dictionary.com ::: meaning

. A feeling of contentment or self-satisfaction, especially when coupled with an unawareness of danger, trouble, or controversy.
. An instance of contented self-satisfaction.

No doubt i was sick attending the talk , but i felt i learnt a lot of things / knowledge from the top management 's view and perpective .
Okie enough of my work stuff >.< sick of it for now .

After which , i told my supervisor that i was not feeling well and request to leave early . and then i joined my mother for lunch and meeting the doctor .

My mother ordered a bowl of kway tiao fishball soup for me , think i only managed to finish less then 1/2 . Then waited for the stupid doctor at sengkang polyclinic for 1 hr and 20 mins. wtf ? so long one . that's why i HATE seeing doctors.

cannot think of anything to blog for now , byeee

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Sotong Virus

After blogging the previous post , i went to sleep after popping two panadol, was feeling real sick , you know the fever feeling . whole body pain , sore throat , very cold , tired .. was sleeping until shiyun called me .

Shiyun: " vin ar , where you ?"
me: " at home lo , sleeping "
Shiyun: " still at home ar? later what time you reaching ? "
me: " we meeting today meh ? not tml meh ?"
shiyun: "today la , wednesday ma ?"
me: "todae wed meh ? i thought tues ? i thought we meeting tomolo"
yeah and that does it , i totally lost track of the date/day .
after some wash up , i longbang my father taxi to my grandma house to celebrate her 76th birthday

Love you grandma !!!!!!!!!!!!



















Ohya , the mango cake was brought by me haha , so cosy feeling , my uncles/cousins/parents singing happy birthday for grandma . <3>

After which , i rush down to bugis junction to meet up with the whole gang of pals . we hardly have the chance where by all of us are free to meet up . so i really treasure the gathering today. We went into NYDC and ordered our food . Sadly , due to my illness , i did not even finish 1/2 of the baked pasta . We also had a lot of chit chat session as well as photo sessions

On discussing shiyun's marriage and things planned up for her , i suddenly have a lot of thoughts that went past my mind . time pass so fast , know shiyun since sec 1 , ermmz that has been like 8 years of friendship can on counting ? yeah she is gona be mrs lee soon , feel very happy for her as she found her fated one and share the marriage vow . it just hit on to me , what am i doing ? still busy working for my degree . Wondering when i will be able to let my parents enjoy such busyness of me getting married ? LOL (dun laugh please)

My parents lao le , wo ye da le , ermmz but then again , this kind of thing cannot force one . it's yours means yours , run also cannot run . maybe just that mine is still floating some where ?

Wondering whose wedding will i be attending next ? haha .

Duno !

Just returned home after night shift , had breakfast with collegues jeff and fayyumi at macdonalds (potong pasir) . I feel guilty for eating two filet 'o' fish for breakfast . after which kind fayyumi send me all the way home . Just entered home , woke up my mother for breakfast that i brought for her from macdonalds - hotcakes with sasauge meal !










then started to laze around the computer , checking mails , loggin on to msn and blogging away here ...

next plan is to shower and go to lala land .. then continue my movie marathorn
just watch kungfu panda yesterdae and it was funny !
watched a bit of Wanted but did not find it nice though


















update:
work wise .... going well i guess ... starting to get immune and indifferent already ...
health wise ... feeling a bit heaty , having a sorethroat , taken 2 panadols when working =*(
money wise ... $_$ since when enough one ?

some times , i really lost track of my goals in life , and i have the thinking .... ermmmz ... kinda tired of it *sighz* , wun bore u people with my work stuff ermmmz ...


will post another post later today ba ...

buaiz !