Busy bee bee busy bee

lol , sorry to all , had been real busy recently... din have time and was also lazy to update heheh while i was MIA-ing from blogging , had been doing a lot of things

First of all wish all my friends, pals, family members a belated xmas wish and an advance happy new year 2009. 2008 has been a major change for me , for my career , for my studies, and my life (family and frds) hopefully , things will get a lot better for me in 2009 , sometimes it's tiring but i just have to put on the smile .

I may seem jovial and all , but at times , i am indeed very weak person . yeah ... everyone has a weak side of them yeah ? just that they choose to hide it . so yeah ...

!!! Updates !!!!

* Met up with madeline and nigel and went to visit andrew tham at all saints home, he's recovering well and steady . Hope he recovers soon . Sad to see him in this state

* Met up with ch , julia , yx at ikea tampines , eat beef and pork balls lol that was "famous" , well not so bad .. but a bit expensive . 15 BALLS for $7 or 8 dollars . lolx nuts yeah ?

* Met up with chery , chun , ven , jo at vivocity before xmas , had a short gathering . Got a belated present from them - DKNY soap and perfume . (i like it !!! thanks gals)

* Went to Royal plaza on scotts (duno how to spell la , heck) , had a wonderful dinner at there with my team . ( photos at facebook ! )

* Had a wonderful company DND and a wonderful xmas celebration at workplace , i got a Paul Smith roll on perfurme from my shi fu =D

* Heard some rumors at workplace whereby i duno who to trust and etc . Seems so how shld i say it ... ermmmz ... scary ? oh wells . GOd above , will guide me ....

* Busying with work (so far so good , thx god =) ) * Busying with KAPLAN assignments for this semester . (1 assisgnment down, 1 more assignment and 2 more exams to go for this semester before my short short "break" )

* Family wise , so far seems that relationship between a1 and b2 , seems gd . happy for them .

* Seen facebook entries, sadden by some post but yeah ... cannot be helped since the person does not want to do anything about it , but yeah , hopefully things get better. i miss the person. I really really do . Tears have been shed and hopes has been broken but will the person know and appreciate? (god knows)

* love this emo quote " If you cannot handle me at my worst , you dun deserve me at my best " --> a lot of meaning yeah ? takes a lot of effort , heart .

* Seen my old shps pal aloysius blog , cannot help but to think the same as what he is going through. Cos I am not gd with formings words to describe how i feel . THis is exactly what i felt and thought of but din manage to get the exact words to describe my feelings.

Building Up

Assignments piling up , examinations in 1 month time , many things to do with so little time .

I need 34 hrs at least per day !

Gosh ...

Work study was not easy to begin with ...

Guess i had it coming yeah ? haha

still living in lala land ... hahah

家家有本难念的经.

家家有本难念的经.

真的不假， 身为外孙， 无能为力， 有心而力不足 。

我爱你 Grandmother

Cursed 21 !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Curse you , you stupid 21 words !!!!!!

My degree module HRM !
ask me crap okie ... ask me crap in company point of view everything !

I need to on my poly days crapping system , but not working !

" Describe the human resource management process and critically examine how HRM department can convert their human resources into a competitive advantage "

arGGHHhhHHHHHHHHHHh

Hiking Experience At Bukit Timah Hill On 27-11-08

My team had to attend a healthy lifestyle event at Bukit Timah Hill . Well you know , bo pian act have to go hor ? ha ha ... but anyway , was a good experience . 1st time went to Bukit Timah Hill , quite a nice environment . Now I finally get to see and experience myself what is Bukit Timah Hill man !

Was tiring at 1st but in the end , result not so bad ... =)

Not because not fit hor ? ha ha the pathway of the hiking was steep okie . =)

* stop laughing u bad evil pple *

Photos !

Team Delta Group Photo @ Starting Point Visitor Centre

My Supervisors

Starting of hiking journey with a steeeeep loOOoNg slope

All starting to get tired .....

Cute Monkey at carpark

At the hill submit photo

110 steps of demon stairs

Ending Group Photo

Award Photo

Just received my award photo that i blog about some time back ... my face machiam a bubble or moon cake la ... looks like gym session must increase liao .... round face ... CANNOT!!!!

Nice award hor ? lol ....

Nov Babys Gathering

Sorry for the late posting ... =X as usual hor ? lol ...

About 2 weeks back had a mini gathering of the Nov babies at Bugis Top one KTV with Julia , Ch , Yx , Robyn , Madeline . Here are some photos we took haha .. sorry for delay again =X
Well ... not really late ma ? Still post in blog before end of November hahahhah =)

had a great time with time with my pals that i treasure even though another pal of ours is not able to come and join us , but deep in my heart , no matter what happens , I will still love her as a pal .

yx and julia with me

Robyn , Ch and me !

3 of us again !

The yummy cake from crystal jade kitchen ?

3 nov babies !!!!

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Shiyun's Bachelorette Party Pics Up at

http://alvintts.multiply.com/photos/album/4/Shiyun_Bachelorette_Party

Ton-ing Through The Night !!!

Yesterday night went out with my colleagues for dinner and gaming , after which went over to Huzaimi's place for PS3 session, had lots of fun and laughter.

Enjoyed the games , and friendshp .

yawnz , go oinks oinks

will upload some photos tomolo =X

The Love Of Siam

Yesterday night , While surfing forums at crunchyroll , i came across a Thailand movie title and went to search on youtube

The name of the movie was " The Love of Siam "


It was a gay love movie made in Thailand , yesh , u did not see wrong , it was a gay love movie. but to me personally , after watching the movie TWICE , i found it was rather a movie of deep friendships and affection.

I had to watch the movie twice to understand certain things the director was trying to bring across. The acting and gestures and all were great =) Same scene i watched twice , it gave me different aspiration and meaning about life.

duno where i got this quote from, think was some comments by the viwers in youtube -

" Love is an evolved form of emotional attachment that transcends sexual attraction of the physical form "

Love the story line , the way the female lead and the male leads acted in the movie. And i love the theme song too !

If after u watched the movie , u might feel the same as me , different aspects of the movie enlightens u in one way or another.

From the movie , i learn happiness between family members never to be taken for granted. Like the male lead "Mew" , he was living alone for 5 years ever since his grandmother passed away.How many people can withstand the sorrows and all ? The friendship / love between the two male leads " Mew " and " Tong " was so deep and strong, they understand each other and cared for each other . No one else understands their relationship . They had love for each other but gave it up for the fact that it was wrong.

" I can't be with you as your boyfriend , but it does not mean i do not love you"

Different characters in the movie had different stories and meaning behind it , i find this movie very interesting as it is rather the 1st movie that i wanted to watch twice to understand the hidden meaning. I felt i had "grown" with the movie.

To some people , might feel disgusted with "gay" movie and all , but to me this is a movie about friendship.

" multi-layered family drama, a controversial element of the story is a gay romance between two teenage boys. "

If u wana check the movie out

visist : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-x9ubNrj57k&feature=related

1st day of class

was not as stressful as expected but ... ha ha ... hopefully i can clear all modules successfully...
lecturer was quite nice , made some jokes that was acutally funny . quite gd in giving examples that was easy to understand and remember .

= )

Thanks all

For your wishes and messages .. Really appreciate your messages / calls and gifts .

Was surprised that my ex-colleague from Radio division who is currently in APD actually send me a message to wish me happy birthday . Asked her how she knew my birthday was today , she said she had her ways of finding out / knowing . Was so shocked that she knows my birthday.

See .... Even an ex-colleague who barely knows me can take the effort to send me a birthday message ... What more ................. ???? WHat a Joke !!!!!!

P/s Thanks to all once again .

Thanks jesreal

Counting down ....

About 2 hours plus plus to my 22Nd birthday ...
22 years of living on this world ...
what's lies ahead of me ?
will things change for the better for me?
or it had already changed but i did not notice or i was too greedy ??

This is not directed at any one but somehow some how i feel that maybe it is due to growing up? that certain friendships / kin ships that i really treasure and placed it in an important place in my heart is so vulnerable at moments like this
It's less then 2 1/2 hours to my birthday and it did not occur to certain people to even send a birthday msg or even a call ...
Not that i am petty (small gas) or what so ever over the present or what , its the thought that counts that matters to me most . Even a simple happy birthday , it is able to warm my heart
Or is it that i am a failure as a friend / family for the past 22 years of my life , that no one bothers?

Yeah i know , i am EMO-ing .... but it's a fact

One may be busy with life / marriage / school / work but i find it is all rubbish . RUBBISH i repeat . like i am not working ? i am not studying ? i dun have family ? i dun have other commitments? if i can plan my time well and prioritise my life accordingly , i dun see why they cannot . Or it's their perpective / definition of a friendship or kinship

It made me feel that i am those friends/family members that they only thought in times of trouble or when they need me then they think of me and contact me . It hurts ...

(p/s) to all that remembered me in one way or another ...
Thanks . i love u all .

anywae..... what i did for 11/11/08

Just came back from school organize de study skills workshop that teaches or refreshes us the various study DOs and DUNs ... hahah

Guess i am really rusty ... =)

Till my blogging inspirations come again , buaiz ....

22 years ago ...

i was born in the wonderful month of november ...
haha ... the 12th day of november ...
12/11/1986 ... nice number hor ? ha ha ...
birthday coming but the feeling is not like last year's 21th birthday ...
then was so happy and looking forward to 21 years old ..
now ? 22 ? orh .. like that lo ... not much feeling abt it already

Time files , it has been another 1 year already ?
what have I been doing for the past 1 year since my 21th birthday ?
Did I made any differences in my life / career ?

well Career wise and life wise , I think my " report card" is quite filled with ticks i guess
Career wise going smooth and well
Life wise , starting on my degree hahaha

But still feeling empty ....

sense of emptiness somehow , somewhere ....

Many years of friendship and yet so vulnerable ... sadly ...

" We cannot always please everyone with what you do , most importantly be yourself , no point changing yourself due to your environment . It's not who you really are "

On a journey...

Guess i am on a journey to find back my study mood and study spirit ...

it has been over 2 years since i graduate from NYP ...

My brain a bit rusty ?

Got my uni books le , have an assignment to hand in on first day of lesson , 13 nov

Hopefully , i can get into study mode , serious mode and start focusing ASAP

and i really mean ASAP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BooKS BOokS BOokS BOoooKS

Had my orientation yesterday evening , got 9 books already for the course hahaha , have to start reading up and start on the homework given on the first day !!!!!!!!

Wtf ~~~~

Service Excellence Award Day

*Ahem*~ Announcing my first external recognition award ceremony in my police career !!!
Was awarded one prestigious award by a big shot guest of honour haha

Location: National University Cultural Centre ( somewhere in Clementi area )
Date: 23 October 2008
Time: 9.00am to 12pm
Guest of honour: Mr Tan Tee How Permanent Secretary (National Development)

Well this G.O.H is the permanent secretary of Ministry of National Development
Previously private secretary to PM Goh Chok Tong
Founding CEO of National Health group
etc etc etc , well u duno who he also hor ? try google it or yahoo it , can find him ha ha

I am the among the lucky 60+ to get the award in SPF. Well , at least my hard work , efforts paid off and is being recognised by my superiors before and now I am even sure of myself .
Just be who you are , do not be bothered by what others say or think about you
As long as you think it's right , go for it .

There are two categories " INTERNAL CATEGORY " and " EXTERNAL"
Well , i was awarded the internal one ... instead of the external one ... but nvm , still awards to me , definition is still same , i am an award winner =X
Did not managed to take photos inside the auditorium , it was big and grand haha ... Attended by Commissioner of Police as well !

When i walked up to receive the award , i was feeling so nervous ! haha and proud too ~
Coming from such a small division in Police and still junior in terms of service , i managed to get the award , surpassing my peers and squad mates ... i must say Gods above know i have been putting in my best in my work =X

Never the less , I am proud and happy for myself (dun wry , i will be humble) ... I will continue to work hard , as my studies come along , i believe with help from family and friends , i will make it !

and i just realised , this is my longest blog posting ever hor ? hahahahhaha

~ Photo time ~

The award

Can see my name in the booklet given to all guest present at the award ceremony ?

My hardwork , blood and tears

Back to exercise

It's time i start back my exercise routine to burn fats !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesh i will do it !!!!!!!!!!!!

i SWEAR

Bowling

Bowling after inservice with team delta and admin staff

was fun and tiring . =)

- Cannot imagine life without them at work -

Routine

Been the same , living the same pattern

going to work

slacking at home

sometimes going out

nothing much changes though ....

just hope some changes will come soon , and i mean REAL changes ....

School Starting !!!

3. Welcome Orientation & Induction Session Details
Date/Day : 24th October 2008 (Friday)

Time : 6.30 pm - 9.30 pm

Venue : Room 201, Level 2 Starhub Centre

51 Cuppage Road Singapore 229469

woooo , undefined level of stress coming soon !!!!!

Hopefully , i will be able to manage and complete the studies in one piece

wish me luck =(

Growing older

Wow , it's October already .... one more month to my birthday . For once, i do not feel that happy that my birthday is nearing ...

no idea ... why ....

Mad 21th bday

mad sorry ar u already 22 yo i still post 21 yo de pics hahahahhahahahahahah

http://alvintts.multiply.com/photos/album/3/Mad21bdae

=X Long overdue photos

buddies ! sorry for the long long long long long long wait for this photos

will upload them albums by albums =X

Maddy bdae 2008 =X

http://alvintts.multiply.com/photos/album/2/Maddy_bdae_2008

Wow , it's Formula 1 Race !!!!!!!!

yeah right , so enthu ...

my ass man

deploy for duty , cannot go on leave etc etc

first night f1 race in world history bleah bleah bleah
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some times when i dun do something , i get blamed for not doing it

when i do that something , also my fault in one or another way

oh wells , life

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Quotes

came across this quote , quite nice lol

"My love for you is a journey; Starting at forever, And ending at never." - anonymous quotation

Kristie's wedding photos

2 different links - multipy and shuitterfly

http://alvintts.multiply.com/photos/album/1/Kristies_Wedding_Ceremony_and_Dinner

http://alvinphotos.shutterfly.com/

Kristie Wedding Photos ~ !!!!

As promised , sy wedding photo up @ http://alvinphotos.shutterfly.com/

cannot upload certain photos not sure why though

haha well , majority of them uploaded ba haha

enjoy

took me hours to upload all that is available there though

be grateful !

New LCD Monitor

1 Day after pay day , my lcd monitor gave way on me . totally black out

had to go buy new monitor for my computer .....

spend 299 on samsung lcd monitor at best ...

oh well . no choice

next month pay day must put back the money used extra this month

haiz

on the happy note , will post kristie's wedding photo tomolo after the dinner

one whole shot =x

Pay Day !! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Todae is the first day of my pay day and i am offically broke ? lol

dun be suprised man .
set aside some money for savings
paid mama money for bills and some amount that i owe her
set aside money for insurance and school fees
brought 2 formal shirts and one pants for sy wedding
brought bdae present for joann

brokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
any 1 wana donate ? lol

040908 Version 2

WEnt to julia's blog and saw this nice funny webby , made one of my own
dun laugh =D

Create Fake Magazine Covers with your own picture at MagMyPic.com

040908

Duno wat to blog ... ermmmz

empty ....


不知道

Study !!!!

One month plus more and i will be officially an undergraduate !!!!!!!!

Will begin on my tedious and rewarding journey soon

=D wish me luck and powerrrrrrr

Shiyun 's Party

Just had a great week end with my pals at Hotel 81 Opera at Joo CHiat road
We had a wonderful time together , slacking , having fun .
Was also to celebrate for kristie shiyun as she is getting married.

Pals for 10 years since Secondary 1 (1999) , we have came a long way as friends.
From the past where by i hate her due to the group she was in till now best pals .
LONG LONG way lol

Sincerely, i wish her all the best in her marriage and hope all the best for her .
May her married life filled with happiness and love from john

We , the pals will be here for her whenever , like we have always been = )

ur invisible wall . not always seen but reliable as ever

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Insurance

just brought 1 insurance and continued 1 insurance

oh well

money gains will be be able to see for some years to come

argghhh

haha

committeeementttts

=d

getting use to the changes

Starting to get used to the changes around me
Changes every where
Have to get use to those changes whether I like it or not


Had 1 hr + of gym session with my friend
then continue my night shift from 8pm to 8am
just returned home after breakfast with jeffrey
came to realise i din bring my house key
had to wake my father from his sleep to open door for me
what the farK?
i so careless

Just praying that my studies in oct will go smoothly
although i can already predict troubles and obstacles are ahead already
hopefully my superior will stand by me and supoort me through out
if not , i will die horribly

i wish .......

new shoe!!!

finally , i brought a new pair of shoes for myself , one goal down , more to go ????

Bonds

after 5 days of course with my team mates , sadly we had to say goodbye . Well , in the world there is no everlasting thing . Even though the course is over , each of us go back to our own working post . but i am glad i was in this team .

I made a lot of friends whom i think our friendship will last for long time and sparkles heh


Friends for ever ya ? haha

till then , i hope they will stay safe and happy

=D

~

just met a new friend

so happy ~

.....

Choices

Was my choice in the starting correct ? Could things have been different if i went there? Experiences that was shared in the course tempted me . Even though the working hours and all could be tiring and etc ... but the feeling of policing is there , every thing is hands on and feels real to me ...

Or rather would i have regretted if i ever went there ?

Did i made the right choice ?

Just some thoughts only ... random one that is ...


我没有自己想象中的勇敢, 坚强 .... 真的。。。

Emptyness

For unknown reason/s , just feeling a big gust of emptyness just came upon me . What else can i say ? i cannot even specify the exact reason for it . Emptyness in me , the feeling sux . shld i even describe it as emptyness ? or is there another word to describe ?

no idea ... hopefully gods above would shine some light of enlightenment on me please. guide me along on what i should do . Some how, i feel i have been neglected or being left alone . lol



Empty nessssss

New Friends

Poor me , going for course this whole week . mOnday to friday . 8.30am to 6pm ... oh well ... here we go again . but first day was rather not bad . had attire inspection and made some new frds and even one from hongkong police ! his english not bad okay but have a bit of accent different hehe . have projects and discussions


The light blue guy is from hk police !!!! cool k . pple 29 years old only

Plans

During this week , spend quite a bit money on things i want for my room , did some cleaning up , made my room look more neat and perfect.

Just brought a 3-in-1 printer , study desk , chair . Will slowly buy other things i want for myself since i "met" my target already hehe . Saved enough for studies , now can start planningto buy things i wanted since my budget is more loose now

ermmmz .... happy national day peeps .

Flashed Back Memories

After some korea drama with my mother , went into my room and started Staring at computer photo archive , reached the folder of police pals , can't help but bring back a lot of fun happy , sad moments i treasured with police pals when we were at training at hta cck .

We spend time together , had fun together , endure tough trainings together , gave each other motivation and encouragement irregardless of circumstances . That was the time where there were no " back stabbing " , "sabo-ing" to get the objective u wan .

Time files , it has been more then 2 years ! looking back , i really miss all of them and really treasure the friendship i had with all of them . As i said before , true friends are those who care for one another even when both does not get to meet often

All of us are in different work position , teams , working timing and all , we rarely have a chance to meet up . For me , occasionally receiving a forwarded msg or a simple take care msg is enough to warm my heart . Seems to be that I am mostly the one who does that . Oh well , it's okay . does not matter . Just hope each and every of them stay safe and happy .

/ Give me the strength to carry on \

/ Give me the strength to carry on \

Whose strength r u relying on ?

Me ? ermmz , no idea

Gods above ?

I think conclusion would still better me myself

But for now , i hope all the strength that i can divert

would go to my cousin in TTSH now who is going to

be transfered to NUH for lung operation .

My beloved cousin , i wish u all the best

Do not worry , i have faith in u

U must be safe dude ....

U still owe me things u not yet return !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st Day of August !!!

Let's count down 8 days to National Day and 7 Days to Olympics ha ha ...

Will be working day shift on National Day , oh dear .... busy day expected then ...
My parents joined me for dinner at Compass Point Food Court after my day shift earlier on . Kind of heart warming , Whole family sit together for dinner enjoying good tasty food haha.

Oh well , there's a price to pay for everything.

Yawnz ... GO SLeep SoOOnZzz

CYa Peeps in my dreams ? =D

Sianz

1st day back at work after 12 days of slacking , rotting . Having the feeling of not working yet again . oh well , after effects of a holiday . Went to hospital to visit my cousin who was admitted to hospital . hope he's recovering fine and fast soon .

Taking things one step at a time , hopefully things all worked out soon ...
Cannot wait to start studying in Oct , throw everything else one side and focus on studies...
Seems like my face condition is doing well and great .... yeahhh~

Photo Time (Part Two)

here it goes. .....

many relative coming to the celebration

My mother asking grandaunt to pick 4d numbers lolx :X

Group Photo

Brought this bag at a cheap price

lazy to continue le , this blog so hard to post photos lolx

Photo Time (Part 1)

China Trip 16th July to 27 July 2008

Purpose: Celebrate my grand aunt's 100th birthday
Expenses: SGD $500

took 116 photos heheh

not gona post all la , post summarys

china is like having some kind of heat wave nation wide la , temperature go up to 37 degree , siao bo

My dad having his hor fun at Changi Airpot Budget Terminal Hans . Cost about 10+ dollars , siao ar .

The main lead of the trip . My 100 year old grand aunt ( My grand father's sister )

My grand aunt 's china address , wana visit her ? lol

One of the rare sees in Singapore . A Trishaw with shelter !

a cheap form of transportation in the small town haha

$5 dollar china money = like 0.90 to 1 dollar sgd ? lol

One of the many nieces i have in china -.- , she is called li xin . haha cutee little girl

wanted to take a photo with her , but she was more interested in the peach she is holding =(

Photo of the food my relative cooked on the actual day of my grandaunt's bdae . some peach like bun . then was the photo of the name of the restaurant we went , Fu Xing Lou

Back !!!!!!

Yo peeps , finally back in Singapore . reached singapore at abt 5pm plus . just finish unpacking all the barang barang .

will upload photos later !!!

in summarry

china sux , so hot !!
temperature reach 36 to 37 degree

can imagine that ?

singapore max only 32

Freedom !!!! for few weeks

yeahhhhh finally free , going overseas to china for visit/shopping on wed ! back on 27th heheh

thanks to all who showed concern over my last post .
was having pms that day plus that fatal incident that caused the booooom !
now feeling better already .
i see things in a positive manner le , since the matter not within my control, advise already advise le , if he still dun wana listen , i dun give a fark any more . did my best

just newly brought a psp slim , light blue in color !!!!
loving it , playin it non stop haha . regret din buy earlier !
so fun ahhaha
cost me $348 ~ price still okok ba .

gona have a dinner function at oscars (conrad hotel) with my team mates later in the evening .
tml meeting GGG at cityhall . after which i am leaving sg !!

yipppy . well i gona take a lot photos . hope i am not lazy to post it haha

well hope all who took time off to see my blog , thanks !
really appreicate . love u guys

Unexplainable Pain

No words can describe the pain and sorrow i am facing now . Jia Jia you ben nan nian de jing .

words to describe my feeling and emotions ?

SAD
ANGRY
DISAPPOINTED
FUCK OFF
SUICIDAL
PISSED OFF

cannot think of wat else and suit me now ....

to think i am actually more more more more matured then him
aged 52 already still duno how to freaking think ????

ignore the following:

WHAT THE FARK U THINK U R DOING ?
U SO OLD LIAO DUNO HOW TO THINK ?
DUNO HOW TO THINK OF UR FAMILY B4 U ACT ?
UR DICK DO WAT ? FASHION ONLY AR ?
TO THINK U R A MAN FARKER .
DUN U THINK U R VERY CHILDISH ?
UR ACTS ONLY SHOWS HOW IMMATURED U R AS AN ADULT
MY RESPECT FOR U ? DIMINSIHED BY SO MUCH
I KNOW WORK IS TOUGH , BUT IT DOES NOT GIVE U A FUCKING REASON TO COMMIT THOSE ACTS?
IF UR ACTION CAN SOLVE MATTERS, WHY NEED POLICE ?
POLICE CAN FARK OFF GO REST FOR LIFE LE
JUST HOPE U UNDERSTAND MY PART AND WHAT EVER I HAVE SAID
THERE IS A LIMIT TO MY TOLERATENCE .
DUN TEST IT
OTHER WISE , DUN BLAME ME FOR WHAT I GONA DO IF I EVER REACH THAT STAGE


Farking pissed sad angry for now. dun wana blog for now le . my heart is bleeding

till we meet again , pals, pardon me for the vulgar words and all

untitted

Just finished morning shift , reached home at about 9pm , learn quite a fair deal of things today at work . Meaningful , although it was chaotic .

Realised that if you want to know how the things work , u must first go through it and experience everything . Same to goes for life's different aspect . Cannot expect miracles to happen overnight or expect gods above to grand u a miracle when u urself do not work or even show efforts to earn the miracle .

Seen the news of a 23 years old indo-chinese who fall overboard the yatch. poor chap, the parents must be heart broken and dead worried for him . It has been 2 days ? i wonder what are the survival rates of him ? ermmz . hope gods above will grant him a miracle ?










Levin Angsana
A 22-year-old undergraduate from the Singapore Management University

Nice looking chap hor ?
Let's pray for him

Health wise . starting to recover bit by bit . My craving for food improved today . well at least eat more as compared to yesterday. Yesterday's food was like less then 1/2 a bowl of kway tiao and 1/2 bowl of porridge ? lolx

Was joking with my mother , how i wish i can stay sick for more then 2 weeks , confirm slim down one. she wacked me on my leg saying choy choy . ha ha . just joking only . being sick , the feeling sux to the core . no energy to do things , see food u wana eat but no feeling to eat it . etcccc

Recieved a rare call from a squad mate , sean . whom "mia" and lost contact since posting out to units . Real glad and happy recieving the call from him . Well at least , i am being remembered ? lol well cannot blame also . he's busy with work ? ha ha . came upon me that true friends are the ones who remember each other even though we do not contact each other often . it's the thought that counts .

Friends according to dictionary.com

A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.












Friends come and go in one's life, the function of friend i feel is something like a filter funnel . Friends? who does not have ? it's the true trust worthy pals that counts. It does not matter how many friends you know or how big ur circle of friends are . it is the quality of friends that truely counts . WHen u r down , sad , or even happy with something gd happens to u , true frds are they one who are willing to share those news with u no matter how busy they are . true frds are those who love and appreicate you for who u r and not what u r .

I am glad in my life , i met several groups of friends who withstand the test of time , those friends who stood by me during different ups and downs of my life .

Sick , ill , poor me

Okie due to uprising problems faced by the organization , 1DD (some director) of the organization decided to bring forward the monthly in-service to today . At 1st wanted to take mc as i was really having fever , but this morning felt better so i went.

Slept through out the journey on mrt to novena , reached there about 8+ , the "talk" started at 9am . Went into the LT which was quite spacious . There comes our boss and the 1DD . he looks kinda friendly for a high ranking officer. And he goes giving the 1 hr speech .

One sentence that he said stays in my mind (i rephrased it in my way )

" The job that you doing , the decisions that you make , impacts the lifes and mood of the person who calls in "

complacency seems to be the hot word used recently by ministers , supervisors , bosses

according to dictionary.com ::: meaning

. A feeling of contentment or self-satisfaction, especially when coupled with an unawareness of danger, trouble, or controversy.
. An instance of contented self-satisfaction.

No doubt i was sick attending the talk , but i felt i learnt a lot of things / knowledge from the top management 's view and perpective .
Okie enough of my work stuff >.< sick of it for now .

After which , i told my supervisor that i was not feeling well and request to leave early . and then i joined my mother for lunch and meeting the doctor .

My mother ordered a bowl of kway tiao fishball soup for me , think i only managed to finish less then 1/2 . Then waited for the stupid doctor at sengkang polyclinic for 1 hr and 20 mins. wtf ? so long one . that's why i HATE seeing doctors.

cannot think of anything to blog for now , byeee

Sotong Virus

After blogging the previous post , i went to sleep after popping two panadol, was feeling real sick , you know the fever feeling . whole body pain , sore throat , very cold , tired .. was sleeping until shiyun called me .

Shiyun: " vin ar , where you ?"
me: " at home lo , sleeping "
Shiyun: " still at home ar? later what time you reaching ? "
me: " we meeting today meh ? not tml meh ?"
shiyun: "today la , wednesday ma ?"
me: "todae wed meh ? i thought tues ? i thought we meeting tomolo"
yeah and that does it , i totally lost track of the date/day .
after some wash up , i longbang my father taxi to my grandma house to celebrate her 76th birthday

Love you grandma !!!!!!!!!!!!

Ohya , the mango cake was brought by me haha , so cosy feeling , my uncles/cousins/parents singing happy birthday for grandma . <3>

After which , i rush down to bugis junction to meet up with the whole gang of pals . we hardly have the chance where by all of us are free to meet up . so i really treasure the gathering today. We went into NYDC and ordered our food . Sadly , due to my illness , i did not even finish 1/2 of the baked pasta . We also had a lot of chit chat session as well as photo sessions

On discussing shiyun's marriage and things planned up for her , i suddenly have a lot of thoughts that went past my mind . time pass so fast , know shiyun since sec 1 , ermmz that has been like 8 years of friendship can on counting ? yeah she is gona be mrs lee soon , feel very happy for her as she found her fated one and share the marriage vow . it just hit on to me , what am i doing ? still busy working for my degree . Wondering when i will be able to let my parents enjoy such busyness of me getting married ? LOL (dun laugh please)

My parents lao le , wo ye da le , ermmz but then again , this kind of thing cannot force one . it's yours means yours , run also cannot run . maybe just that mine is still floating some where ?

Wondering whose wedding will i be attending next ? haha .