Hhhhh

Yooo pple Its been some time since my update
just chge my phone to iPhone heeee

Personal Thoughts

Many thoughts and feelings going through my mind ...
What future lies for me in the near future ?
Definitely things won't be the same as I go through changes in my life, career.
As the saying goes, the higher you go, there will be more of those people who will bring you down at all cost.

Career wise, going strong and stable. I feel happy and fortunate that my hard work all this years is being recognized. My pride, my work ethnics, my principles. I stick and adhere to it.
I do not believe in sucking up to my boss/supervisors, getting into their good books.
I believe strongly in working hard and doing my best, one day, trustworthy/sincere supervisors will see the effort you have been putting.

True enough, such bosses are a dieing breed. But I believe they exist.

Cannot be avoided, the higher I go in my career, there will be those people who are "green eye" and will take all cost to bring me down.

I will be strong ...

Updates

Just finished my two modules projects, now in the midst of preparing, studying for exams

Yesterday met up with my uni friends at new Kaplan city campus at Wikie Edge, studied for near 4 hours? Then went to Liang Seah street - Xian De Lai for steamboat...
Just last week, had the same steamboat at the same location with GGG gang (w/o ven =( ).
Last week had a soup base with GGG was tomyam and pork ribs, yesterday had pork ribs and ma la chicken. Not bad , quite spicy and tasty.

Just brought a puma sports watch for $229, spf sponsoring $150 for welfare purposes...
so...buy lo ! hahah
will upload the photo soon of the watch haha , bit lazy now

Been crazing and wanting to graduate asap asap asap !
been going around the net surfing for jobs for my backup career path in event of no promotion from my side next year.

Assuming if i get at least a 2nd upper or lower class honours degree, with my SPF operational room knowledge etc. Going to ICA/SCDF/Prisons as senior officer would not be a problem hahaha

Dreaming at least....

FOr now

1st "C" of my life !

Ahem~ Today officially get my first C of the 5 C !!! How i wishes it was the car component but too bad, it's not =( Its creditcard !

Actually should have gotten one long time ago , but was lazy and kept delaying the application Eventually, with the help of maddddy ! Managed to apply for one . haha been through dilemma, scared that i will overspend well ... hopefully not yeah?

Citibank's Clear Platinum Card

Hhaha ... Well ... hopefully More C come my way . !!! .

Mahjong SessioN!

Just had a mahjong session at yingxi's place earlier in the afternoon.
Long time din play !
Haha few gambling freaks come together to play
me julia yx and robin hahha

Guess what ?
I win !
About $5+
But it's only in chips only
not playing real money
but anywae, nice =)
Julia was the biggest losser hahah
Yx breakeven...

Had lots of fun too... !
Snacking on jack and jill chilli chips haha

After that , rushed for my last day of business strategy class lecture from 6.30 to 10.30pm. Ended earlier as lecturer was fast.

After that went for late dinner aka supper with my uni frds at 24 hours wanton noodles and took NEL back home hahah....

Lots of studies and project to do
2 main projects within 1 1/2 month

One exam with NO tips
one exam with tips on what qn coming out, but too stress !!! need to think strategically and cannot answer out of point .... ...

Oh well... tt's all for now...

Preparing for work tomorrow . Giving that piece of shit my share of my mind

Sorry people

Sorry people for the late posting, was busy with work and studies...
Kinda of lot to report lately haha recent happenings i meant.

Let's see, just met up with some buddies over dinner at swensen's at Bugis Junction after my class ends at 6pm.
because i was late, i treated them ice cream lol..
So rare of me to treat right? haha ...
Had some chit chat and catching up done over dinner.
Really appreciate the occasional gathering and meet ups, even if it is just for a simple dinner or chit chat.

I am a simple person to satisfy!

Work wise ... i feel betrayed ...
being a regular at my work place, i had to train and under study several NS boys
This new chap i am tasked to teach , apparently is different in terms of mentality, age and mindset.

I self admit that i am a friendly and approachable person in private life as well as work. You know what irritates me ? I had told this chap from day 1. I treat him nicely and guide him along as a friend. In which i expect utmost commitment from him as well. I told him that i treat him nice, do not take me for granted. If not i will give him hell as well

but after umpteen pet talk and nice reminders, he is falling on dear ears. His attitude in work sux ! imagine a newly posted NS officer talks with no manners, treats our workplace like his family, sleep on duty, takes the job we are doing lightly, shows no respect for seniors....

Come on, it is barely 1 month into his FUCKING NATIONAL SERVICE TERM and he starts to slack openly and freely?

THink of it makes my blood boils...

FUCKing fine, no more MR NICE GUY from me ....


Just you wait .....

Slack Slack ~_~

Finished my exams for the "term", now awating the start of the next two modules coming August .

Now slacking like heaven haha. Rotting at home after work haha
Enjoy the feeling . =)

More to come ? haha .

It's been a while ...

Sorry guys, it's been a while since my last update =)

Recently, busy with my management research project. Went screw loose with the doing of the major project . But, finally just somehow managed to complete and handed in earlier on . No idea what grades i will be getting . Hopefully at least a 'C' ? haha i dun ask for more . haha cos i dun think i will get gd grades for this project. I am a more exam person than project person haha ...

Oh and i just paid my instalment of my school fees - $2800 +
Heartpain ... but it's an investment for a degree ...
Psycho-ing myself in denial ...

Let's see... since the last update , what else did i not mentioned ? ermmmz ...
oooh ! i brought a new handphone !

Samsung Jet cost $440 with internal 2gb memory and 8gb external memory


Wells, my previous handphone sony ericsson served me for 2 years?
Plus ! i change my service provider to Singtel !

Previously under M1 was my father's name ... Went to check to with M1 outlets to transfer the line to my name. But noooooo, they said if i want to change line owner, i must go the fucking HQ at paragon.

I went to check with Singtel, which is SOOOOO much customer friendly. The outlet i went was sengkang compasspoint. They said that their outlet can handle the changing of provider for me as well as changing the line owner from my father to me . basically , BA KA LIAO lo ... So much better then fucking brainless M!
SCREW U M1

A week or so before my contract with M1 expiring, both m1 and singtel send me a $100 dollars phone voucher . Guess who I will give my money to ?
SINGTEL OF COS

So to sum up ... $440 phone ..

$100 voucher
$100 deduction for the plan (Duno why, but who cares? LOL FREE)
$200 ah gong government give de money
$40 own money

hahha ...

Yup, that's about the latest update for my phone changing ...

projects Zzz

Major project due coming july 13th , not even 30% done ... lOLX

Dead

cough cough

octor Sianz ... have been coughing non stop for the past week

I hate seeing doctor

let them earn my money

wait so long , see them not even 5 minute ...

That's why i hate seeing doctor and falling sick ....

Tahan so long , nagged by my colleagues and mama to see doctor

Just now finally went to see doctor ....

$32 dollars !

me

as mentioned in my previous post

i love this statement about my horoscope

"He is sensitive and easily hurt and always feels lonely"

its not that i chosen myself to be sensitive.

天生 one leh ... sensitive to certain / many things in work , life , environment.

Sometimes , i cannot help but think i am the only one who had been managed to observe , pick up things that people around me are ignorant /blur about.

easily hurt ...

at times , a simple act of gesture from people around me could lighten / brighten my day. but it is often neglected.

from people that i care about, acts and behaviour from them even matters more to me. but to some of them, it does not even matter to them . i am so dispensable.

it hurts ...

Have U Ever Wondered

Have U Ever Wondered At Times , You Tend To Have A Double You Inside of you ?

Another me inside me .....

Think things differently ...

Korean Meteor Garden

Known as "Boys Before Flowers"

Haha , as lame as the name may be , its not bad
Considering that previously I had watched Taiwan MeteorGarden I and II.
And agar agar know the original comic ... hah

This Korean version story plot though revolve around the same concept
But the way of each character being portrayed is relatively different.
And of cos,
There is no way taiwan budget meteorgarden can match up to Korean's
Haha

Amazed by the amount of money they throw inside this Korean Boys before Flowers
Wonderful houses =(* , Nice sports cars, Nice filming in All parts of Korea, Macau, California? haha

As usual, I chased this drama for few days , i think ?
Not bad . Found the way the actor for the "Hua Ze Lei" for the korean one act very nice.
As in, very affectionate, though cannot get the love of "shancai" but still 默默 de 守护 her.

Shed some tears in between, laughed as much too . haha

For those peeps who has some time to spare, can consider watching.

060509 幸福属于我吗？

Its already May 2009. I have started my degree since Nov 2008.
Hopefully, my journey will be a smooth one.
After getting my degree in April 2010, that's one milestone achieved.

One target in life down.
After graduating, getting a degree.
See what career prospect is available in my current work place.
Will take time to decide since my bond is also ending in the same year 2010 dec

If prospect are good, might consider
If prospect is not up to expectation , will see how
Keep my options open =)

Mother's day is also nearing =)
May is the month where i will go broke man...
My mother's present for mother day, father birthday in may too
Godmother's present , 2 to 3 friends birthday
Etc Etc Etc ...

When will i get a higher pay rise ? hahah dreaming

幸福属于我吗？ 幸福属于我吗？ 幸福属于我吗？ 幸福属于我吗？

050309

Celebrated Madeline's 23th Birthday earlier this evening on 050309
We had a wonderful dinner at Lotus Restaurant @ Quality Hotel (Balestier)

Followed by Xmen movie at tampines mall.
Nice effects but storyline a bit different from what i expected ..
Some scenes a bit far fetched lol

Had fun eating dinner with plus had lots of fun squeezing into Cherhao's car

Thanks for the ride ch =) appreciate it =) wait till i get my car lol

Buddy

Just pondering over friends , family , buddies, pals ...

Though they are all important people that matters to me but seems that there are differences between these categories . Dun you think ?

Friends - I can have many friends, friends whom just go "hi and bye" whenever you happen to see them on the street

Family - Parents are those who will never forsake you even when the whole world turns their back on you.

Pals - Close friends that withstand the test of time and misunderstanding. Friendships that survived many obstacles and still going strong as ever . Pals who are constantly inside your heart even if they are not with you physically at the moment.

Buddies - Almost the same definition with pals ? But it came upon me that do not know why ... my buddies/pals consist mostly of girls ? haha ... not funny but it is a fact ...

Friendship between two girls - ' 好姐妹“
Friendship between two guys - 好兄弟

Male buddy - did not meant it in a ah gua or gay way but ... you know ... buddies between two guys ... close friendship . Discuss anything and everything under the sun . Ask each other out at weeks ends?

Maybe it's the only child symptoms

ha ha ... i am crapping ....

Exams Over !

Wee ! Exams are over for now ! ha ha ... Just finished my cross cultural management exam module yesterday. Not bad, though some portions did not really did well but I think pass should not be a problem. The problem is i do not want just a pass , i want HONOURS ! haha ...

After stressful exams from 2pm to 5pm, went out for dinner at PS cafe cartel and movie at the cathay (17 again).

Not a bad show, reflects how humans can be so self fish at times. It did portrayed true aspect of life whereby each individual has a point in life regretted certain decisions or actions and wishes to have a chance to relive the moment to make a new decision that might have been better.

Me too, I did have that thought. If only I had the power to reverse time and have the chance again, I will not make the same mistake again.

Well, to errors is human right ? who does not make mistakes, though we cannot go back in time neither can we go back to 17 years old again. So learning from mistake and learning how to bounce back is the vital factor. It is what that has made me who I am today.

Thinking back ... what was I doing when i was 17 years old ???
Let's see... 17 years old is like 5 years ago ? ha ha ... Flashing back on the things i did when i was 17 years old ... haha funny ... memorable ...

Exams finally over , now slack a few days , gona start the whole cycle again ... haha lessons on 15th may ... =*( haha

1 Down !

1 module down , 1 more to go next week !

Just completed my Managing change paper earlier ...

ERmmm not so bad , pass should not be a problem ...

Hope can get at least a B ??

Study !

ON leave for this week to study for my test tomorrow lol

My test subject - Managing Change

This subject really .... $%@*(@#*#

Need examples a lot !!!

I rather more theory can just chew on the paper ....

Gambateh

Next saturday another paper for this term ...

two papers on two saturdays

Handsome Suit !

Went to watch Handsome Suit with LiQuan and Hafiz , found the movie to be quite funny and nice story line...

So out of the world idea but brought to life in movie ... Not bad =)

Where got sell one handsome suit ? I wana buy hahha

Determination

To go more gym sessions , to slim down !

Twilight

For the first time in 22 years , i actually bother to read a book that has many many many many words ! lol ... Not lying but it's the true . I never bother to read books before like this

Hafiz intro me ask me read 1st chapter of the book twilight lol ...

I went on reading ... not bad ... haha ...

suprised =)

SCORPIO MAN

SCORPIO MAN
A man with a foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive and easily hurt and always feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but himself. Sounding so negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. He is a compassionate man . He absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain.



He is a good psychiatrist and he could understand complex and confused feeling. He has a hidden power that he could use it to make things happen and do things well. He does not like people who never try to help themselves before asking other people for favors. He is the type of guy who mostly achieved his goal in life.Once he sets his mind for something, he will put all his energy and efforts in it , whether or not it is a small matter or a big project. One of the most success man in all the Zodiac.

He is a very patient man and can waits for years to reach his goal. He hates thin feeling and weak determinations. He can not retreat or rest for long, for he thinks life has more questions and more answer to be searched.

If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may be too much than you have asked for. He is serious about love and relationshi! p and will not waste time with someone he does not love whether how pretty she is.

He hardly makes mistake. He could tell if you have any bad thought, and will not hesitate to tell you so. If you do not like straight forward sincere man, then pack your bag now. If you are an over sensitive person, try not to ask for his comments. He will tell you the truth, even you might not be able to take it. Example , if you ask him if you are fat (and you are fat), he will say 'yes, as big as a balloon'. He makes such comments because he cares for you, so do something about your weight and do not get up set with him.

If he says 'you look pretty today', you can be proud because he will not say such think just to please you if he does not really mean it. There will be both kind of people, those who like him and those who hate him. If you are in love this guy, be strong and belief in your decision, do not be vulnerable. He remembers all his anger and will wait for his pay back ! time.

He is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you could not keep. He loves his friends and will do anything for his close friends. He likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friend. He is a complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not really know him. He is happy to know he is a complex figure. When he is thinking or when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space.

He memorize everything well. You may say something that you already forgotten, but he will remember every words. He wants to be respected and admired and at the same time he does not like people to have power over him.

When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man in this Zodiac once in love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not like a plain and simple woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture. Always be interesting and ! able to talk to him about every things in any subjects. He does not like a woman who sits around waiting for his call.

East Coast Park

Went out yesterday evening to meet GGG at Great World City - Fish and Co For dinner
To celebrate ms bao huilin cheryl's birthday

Had a lot of fun and laughter.

We then went over to east coast park beach and 24 hrs macdonalds to slack and rot
Had a lot of fun chats and secret diggings. lol ... =D

Hang out until 6am before taking cab home

I KO after showering to afternoon about 3+pm haha

Project day -_-

Gosh ~~~

For today , I did projects discussions , project typing , brain storming from 10.30am to 7pm + . Had to re-rush and edit one of the projects that is due on Monday !!!

Luckily, with assistance and teamwork of the team. We managed to rush 99% of it ? hahha...

As compared to the two modules - econs and hrm i took earlier previous semester. The two modules that i taking this semester , i do not have much confidence

Because ...

Cross cultural management - I missed lessons due to work
Managing Change - Was too tired due to work , fall asleep in class

GOSH ~~~~~~ HOW ?

ANy one HElp !

WoohooO~

Another movtivation factor !!!

My 2nd module grades - econs is out !!!

Econs - B , B , B , B-

My final exams for the sub is B-

haha though no A

BUt still happpppyyyy

I feel so naive ...

Facebook (ermmmz)

November

Has lots of extraordinary ideas. Difficult to fathom. Think forward. Unique. Brilliant. Sharp thinking. Fine, strong clairvoyance. make good doctors. Dynamic. Secretive. Inquisitive. Know how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative. amiable. Brave. generous. Patient. Stubborn. hardhearted. Determined. Never quit. Hardly become angry unless provoked. Love to be alone. Think differently. Sharp-minded. Motivate self. Doesn't appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built, tough. Deep love, emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest. Keeps secrets. Cant control emotions. Unpredictable


Kinda True for me ? hHAhaha , certain ones =)

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- thought things through -

I was too emo

Way to go !!!!!!

Muahhahaa delighted and over the moon

got my first module HRM grading !

Though the rest of the components , some of them were farked up

but i am happy !

"Big fat A+ for my final exam for HRM module !"

1 down , xxx more to go !!!!

Marley And Me

Just came back from movie with my friend from uni: Marley and Me @ PS earlier ... not bad ... quite touching , funny.

The movie depicts true moments of family life , from making choices to raise a dog , make choices on life issues : giving birth , working decisions, giving in to each other .

Last part was teary for me , tried not to shed tears but failed , it automatically came down
Wun say what happen in the show la k ? later pple say i spolier hahha

Cute dog by the way !!!

Updates!!!

Work: Went to Pasir Ris Npc for attachment , learnt a lot of things previously not able to learn . See things from more perspective and learn to appreciate the benefits and environment i am currently entitlted . Learn to cherish the chances that are given to me now . Not to take it for granted .

that's me all right ... haha ... ermmz
slacking during break time and taking photo when no one is around haha

Brought a mouse with regards to my previous entry about my mouse break down haha ... brought one or two weeks back ...

School: Ermmz just had my final lesson for my that module , now no more class until april . At the moment left only two big projects and two big exams hahah ... hopefully can tahan through ... Target : April 2010 !!!!

Etc: Just checked my bank account and realized the 200 dollars that govt giving is in already !@ hahah i brought myself a new watch that was on discount ... everlast haha 79 dollars only , cannot bear to buy another one over 140 dollars, heart pain ... save money for some other expenses hahah hehehe next target = new handphone !

Not so bad la hor ? hahah ...

New Mouse !@!

I need to buy a new mouse !

My current mouse is going on a strike =(

Cannot control properly , keep jamming ...

MOuseeee

Vdae

Wish all peeps out there who are attached , Have a happy Vday .
Vday is a day for friends to catch up on old times yeah ?

For me , Cupid's been kinda retarded though ...
Used to it ...

Yeah yeah i am an emo guy ... that's who i am , that's wat makes me Alvin ....

I am not as strong or confident as i seem ... I am a tissue k =)

Dun feel like typing on ... some things still hurts me deeply ...

Damage done, nothing can be done to reverse the damage...


Thinking back , how things would have been different if i did not be a smart alec

GrandMa

From tomorrow onwards , my grandmother will be staying at my house and sleeping in my bed room . I have given up my bed room to my grandmother and sleep in my study rm !

Not to worry , i have additional bed to place at my study room =)
Looking forward to staying together under the same roof with my gramps !

Love Ya Grandma

CNY Gathering 09

Had a wonderful gathering with my buddies at my house on tues =)
Had great fun , great food and great laughters .
How time files and things have changed
I am glad in my journey of life , i met them ...
How often you will have buddies who will stand by you no matter wat happens
... Treasure and cherish

^ all 5 of my visitors wearing all white shoes / slippers

Gamblers at work .... DND ~!

FOod ! Part of it by the way .

Group Pic after everything

Before the makan

Time ...

Some decisions once made , there is no turning back . For me , I tried and did my best. I have no regrets.

Time will prove everything. My consciences is clear

Happy Cow Year !

Happy Cow year to every 1 =-)

may all your wishes come true , Strike more 4d , toto , lucky draw yeah ?
Treat me to dinner when that happens okay? Haha

Went out visiting on the 1st day of CNY , collected ang baos $_$ hahah
Went to gamble some cards , win $49 , not so bad hor ?

2nd day of CNY , went to do a few visitings , Went to gamble also
Lost $100 =(
Sad Sad ... wellls like the saying , small money dun go , how big money comes in ? hahha
excuses? i Know haha

Can't wait for the meet up with my buddies and friends for rest of CNY


Did some thinking on my own and i discovered that I actually places a lot of concern and emphasis on my friends as I do not have a complete family . Not saying my parents, they are lovely and all , is rather my cousin and aunties side of my mother side and father side.

Other then my god parents *4th uncle side with my cousins, i am not close at all or rather not in contact with the rest of the cousins, nieces or aunty and uncle.

I am not like those people whose big family is together and has very close bonding.
In fact, my family does not have luck and fate with this kinda relationships

Aunties / Uncles who are either bastards and bitches that my parents has already given up on them and cousins who are also ill-breed who does not even care about my grandfather when he was alive , what more uncles and aunties who are alive now (My parents).

Talking about seniority in the family , those cousins should come and visit my parents , but NOOOOO. Non bothered to even make a call to wish my parents happy cny , what more come over to my house ?

In a summary , i can say that in my growing up years , i lack relative or family love ? ( not parents love btw ) . In a way , over the years, I channeled my those love or wanting to be love to my friends . I treat my friends almost or just like my family . Cos without them , there is no Alvin that you know today .

Only have a few close and trust worthy relatives, just happen to reflect totally on my friends.

" Friends to many , best friends of few "

Come to think of it at certain point of your life , am I a failure ? Really envy those big familes with such close bondings where all cousins are very close with each other , organize gatherings every now and then . Outings every time . Bondings and all .

Then again , things would be have very different if i were to have a sibling .
Oh well, shld not crap and nonsense more on the 2nd day of CNY

HApppy CNY eveyr 1

It's Over !!!!!!!!!

Overrrrrrrrrrr

For now !!!!!

Just finish my econs exams yesterday , Have a short break before my next modules starts ... haha
Well , did not did as well as the previous HRM exam but still okok la . Cos i neber like econs anywae in those poly days , econs was one of the subject that i had FAILED and retake before , had kinda a bad feel about econs haha

2 modules down , ermm 10 more to go ? hahhaha i guess . not really sure ...

I am just another sensitive person who thinks and analysis people's behavior and character ... just cannot stop doing that ... its bad you know , when u analysis someone and u get the result that u just dun wana know ?

Hand Cramp !!!!!

WooOO~!O , just finished my HRM - Strategy and Policy 50% exam !!!! Its tiring man !!! luckily wat i studied came out ... only a small portion i wrote a bit out of point ... quite confident ! haahaha . for this semester , one more ECONS paper to go man !!!! WOoOoOoooo Until more subjects come next semester =(

Just now i wrote my paper , so proud of myself hahah write until 2 pens gave way , no more ink , and my hands cramp like siao !!!!

But too bad , i will be having my division attachment late feb to Golf bedok police div , gona affect one of my module .... hopefully .... things can go smooothly arbo i bang wall liao ....

=D can rest for today , tomolo on wards have to start chionging for the next upcoming paper =(

Hehe ... well . Other then mugging for my exams recently ... work wise doing great =)

Got selected for CP (commissioner of police) commendation , heard it's a very prestigious award. =D hahaha . heard got money too $_$ heheheh ... until i really get , then i will announce again , arbo later neber get , MALU only .... hgahahha

tt;s all folks