Some decisions once made , there is no turning back . For me , I tried and did my best. I have no regrets.
Time will prove everything. My consciences is clear
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Happy Cow Year !
Happy Cow year to every 1 =-)
may all your wishes come true , Strike more 4d , toto , lucky draw yeah ?
Treat me to dinner when that happens okay? Haha
Went out visiting on the 1st day of CNY , collected ang baos $_$ hahah
Went to gamble some cards , win $49 , not so bad hor ?
2nd day of CNY , went to do a few visitings , Went to gamble also
Lost $100 =(
Sad Sad ... wellls like the saying , small money dun go , how big money comes in ? hahha
excuses? i Know haha
Can't wait for the meet up with my buddies and friends for rest of CNY
Did some thinking on my own and i discovered that I actually places a lot of concern and emphasis on my friends as I do not have a complete family . Not saying my parents, they are lovely and all , is rather my cousin and aunties side of my mother side and father side.
Other then my god parents *4th uncle side with my cousins, i am not close at all or rather not in contact with the rest of the cousins, nieces or aunty and uncle.
I am not like those people whose big family is together and has very close bonding.
In fact, my family does not have luck and fate with this kinda relationships
Aunties / Uncles who are either bastards and bitches that my parents has already given up on them and cousins who are also ill-breed who does not even care about my grandfather when he was alive , what more uncles and aunties who are alive now (My parents).
Talking about seniority in the family , those cousins should come and visit my parents , but NOOOOO. Non bothered to even make a call to wish my parents happy cny , what more come over to my house ?
In a summary , i can say that in my growing up years , i lack relative or family love ? ( not parents love btw ) . In a way , over the years, I channeled my those love or wanting to be love to my friends . I treat my friends almost or just like my family . Cos without them , there is no Alvin that you know today .
Only have a few close and trust worthy relatives, just happen to reflect totally on my friends.
may all your wishes come true , Strike more 4d , toto , lucky draw yeah ?
Treat me to dinner when that happens okay? Haha
Went out visiting on the 1st day of CNY , collected ang baos $_$ hahah
Went to gamble some cards , win $49 , not so bad hor ?
2nd day of CNY , went to do a few visitings , Went to gamble also
Lost $100 =(
Sad Sad ... wellls like the saying , small money dun go , how big money comes in ? hahha
excuses? i Know haha
Can't wait for the meet up with my buddies and friends for rest of CNY
Did some thinking on my own and i discovered that I actually places a lot of concern and emphasis on my friends as I do not have a complete family . Not saying my parents, they are lovely and all , is rather my cousin and aunties side of my mother side and father side.
Other then my god parents *4th uncle side with my cousins, i am not close at all or rather not in contact with the rest of the cousins, nieces or aunty and uncle.
I am not like those people whose big family is together and has very close bonding.
In fact, my family does not have luck and fate with this kinda relationships
Aunties / Uncles who are either bastards and bitches that my parents has already given up on them and cousins who are also ill-breed who does not even care about my grandfather when he was alive , what more uncles and aunties who are alive now (My parents).
Talking about seniority in the family , those cousins should come and visit my parents , but NOOOOO. Non bothered to even make a call to wish my parents happy cny , what more come over to my house ?
In a summary , i can say that in my growing up years , i lack relative or family love ? ( not parents love btw ) . In a way , over the years, I channeled my those love or wanting to be love to my friends . I treat my friends almost or just like my family . Cos without them , there is no Alvin that you know today .
Only have a few close and trust worthy relatives, just happen to reflect totally on my friends.
" Friends to many , best friends of few "
Come to think of it at certain point of your life , am I a failure ? Really envy those big familes with such close bondings where all cousins are very close with each other , organize gatherings every now and then . Outings every time . Bondings and all .
Then again , things would be have very different if i were to have a sibling .
Oh well, shld not crap and nonsense more on the 2nd day of CNY
HApppy CNY eveyr 1
Then again , things would be have very different if i were to have a sibling .
Oh well, shld not crap and nonsense more on the 2nd day of CNY
HApppy CNY eveyr 1
Sunday, January 18, 2009
It's Over !!!!!!!!!
Overrrrrrrrrrr
For now !!!!!
Just finish my econs exams yesterday , Have a short break before my next modules starts ... haha
Well , did not did as well as the previous HRM exam but still okok la . Cos i neber like econs anywae in those poly days , econs was one of the subject that i had FAILED and retake before , had kinda a bad feel about econs haha
2 modules down , ermm 10 more to go ? hahhaha i guess . not really sure ...
I am just another sensitive person who thinks and analysis people's behavior and character ... just cannot stop doing that ... its bad you know , when u analysis someone and u get the result that u just dun wana know ?
For now !!!!!
Just finish my econs exams yesterday , Have a short break before my next modules starts ... haha
Well , did not did as well as the previous HRM exam but still okok la . Cos i neber like econs anywae in those poly days , econs was one of the subject that i had FAILED and retake before , had kinda a bad feel about econs haha
2 modules down , ermm 10 more to go ? hahhaha i guess . not really sure ...
I am just another sensitive person who thinks and analysis people's behavior and character ... just cannot stop doing that ... its bad you know , when u analysis someone and u get the result that u just dun wana know ?
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Hand Cramp !!!!!
WooOO~!O , just finished my HRM - Strategy and Policy 50% exam !!!! Its tiring man !!! luckily wat i studied came out ... only a small portion i wrote a bit out of point ... quite confident ! haahaha . for this semester , one more ECONS paper to go man !!!! WOoOoOoooo Until more subjects come next semester =(
Just now i wrote my paper , so proud of myself hahah write until 2 pens gave way , no more ink , and my hands cramp like siao !!!!
But too bad , i will be having my division attachment late feb to Golf bedok police div , gona affect one of my module .... hopefully .... things can go smooothly arbo i bang wall liao ....
=D can rest for today , tomolo on wards have to start chionging for the next upcoming paper =(
Hehe ... well . Other then mugging for my exams recently ... work wise doing great =)
Got selected for CP (commissioner of police) commendation , heard it's a very prestigious award. =D hahaha . heard got money too $_$ heheheh ... until i really get , then i will announce again , arbo later neber get , MALU only .... hgahahha
tt;s all folks
Just now i wrote my paper , so proud of myself hahah write until 2 pens gave way , no more ink , and my hands cramp like siao !!!!
But too bad , i will be having my division attachment late feb to Golf bedok police div , gona affect one of my module .... hopefully .... things can go smooothly arbo i bang wall liao ....
=D can rest for today , tomolo on wards have to start chionging for the next upcoming paper =(
Hehe ... well . Other then mugging for my exams recently ... work wise doing great =)
Got selected for CP (commissioner of police) commendation , heard it's a very prestigious award. =D hahaha . heard got money too $_$ heheheh ... until i really get , then i will announce again , arbo later neber get , MALU only .... hgahahha
tt;s all folks
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