Friday, November 28, 2008

家家有本难念的经.

家家有本难念的经.

真的不假, 身为外孙, 无能为力, 有心而力不足 。

我爱你 Grandmother

Cursed 21 !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Curse you , you stupid 21 words !!!!!!

My degree module HRM !
ask me crap okie ... ask me crap in company point of view everything !

I need to on my poly days crapping system , but not working !

" Describe the human resource management process and critically examine how HRM department can convert their human resources into a competitive advantage "

arGGHHhhHHHHHHHHHHh

Hiking Experience At Bukit Timah Hill On 27-11-08

My team had to attend a healthy lifestyle event at Bukit Timah Hill . Well you know , bo pian act have to go hor ? ha ha ... but anyway , was a good experience . 1st time went to Bukit Timah Hill , quite a nice environment . Now I finally get to see and experience myself what is Bukit Timah Hill man !
Was tiring at 1st but in the end , result not so bad ... =)
Not because not fit hor ? ha ha the pathway of the hiking was steep okie . =)

* stop laughing u bad evil pple *

Photos !


Team Delta Group Photo @ Starting Point Visitor Centre



My Supervisors

Starting of hiking journey with a steeeeep loOOoNg slope


All starting to get tired .....


Cute Monkey at carpark


At the hill submit photo

110 steps of demon stairs

Ending Group Photo

Monday, November 24, 2008

Award Photo

Just received my award photo that i blog about some time back ... my face machiam a bubble or moon cake la ... looks like gym session must increase liao .... round face ... CANNOT!!!!
Nice award hor ? lol ....


Nov Babys Gathering

Sorry for the late posting ... =X as usual hor ? lol ...

About 2 weeks back had a mini gathering of the Nov babies at Bugis Top one KTV with Julia , Ch , Yx , Robyn , Madeline . Here are some photos we took haha .. sorry for delay again =X
Well ... not really late ma ? Still post in blog before end of November hahahhah =)

had a great time with time with my pals that i treasure even though another pal of ours is not able to come and join us , but deep in my heart , no matter what happens , I will still love her as a pal .



yx and julia with me



Robyn , Ch and me !



3 of us again !




The yummy cake from crystal jade kitchen ?

3 nov babies !!!!

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Friday, November 21, 2008

Ton-ing Through The Night !!!

Yesterday night went out with my colleagues for dinner and gaming , after which went over to Huzaimi's place for PS3 session, had lots of fun and laughter.

Enjoyed the games , and friendshp .

yawnz , go oinks oinks

will upload some photos tomolo =X

Friday, November 14, 2008

The Love Of Siam

Yesterday night , While surfing forums at crunchyroll , i came across a Thailand movie title and went to search on youtube

The name of the movie was " The Love of Siam "


It was a gay love movie made in Thailand , yesh , u did not see wrong , it was a gay love movie. but to me personally , after watching the movie TWICE , i found it was rather a movie of deep friendships and affection.

I had to watch the movie twice to understand certain things the director was trying to bring across. The acting and gestures and all were great =) Same scene i watched twice , it gave me different aspiration and meaning about life.

duno where i got this quote from, think was some comments by the viwers in youtube -

" Love is an evolved form of emotional attachment that transcends sexual attraction of the physical form "

Love the story line , the way the female lead and the male leads acted in the movie. And i love the theme song too !

If after u watched the movie , u might feel the same as me , different aspects of the movie enlightens u in one way or another.

From the movie , i learn happiness between family members never to be taken for granted. Like the male lead "Mew" , he was living alone for 5 years ever since his grandmother passed away.How many people can withstand the sorrows and all ? The friendship / love between the two male leads " Mew " and " Tong " was so deep and strong, they understand each other and cared for each other . No one else understands their relationship . They had love for each other but gave it up for the fact that it was wrong.

" I can't be with you as your boyfriend , but it does not mean i do not love you"

Different characters in the movie had different stories and meaning behind it , i find this movie very interesting as it is rather the 1st movie that i wanted to watch twice to understand the hidden meaning. I felt i had "grown" with the movie.

To some people , might feel disgusted with "gay" movie and all , but to me this is a movie about friendship.

" multi-layered family drama, a controversial element of the story is a gay romance between two teenage boys. "

If u wana check the movie out

visist : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-x9ubNrj57k&feature=related

Thursday, November 13, 2008

1st day of class

was not as stressful as expected but ... ha ha ... hopefully i can clear all modules successfully...
lecturer was quite nice , made some jokes that was acutally funny . quite gd in giving examples that was easy to understand and remember .

= )

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Thanks all

For your wishes and messages .. Really appreciate your messages / calls and gifts .

Was surprised that my ex-colleague from Radio division who is currently in APD actually send me a message to wish me happy birthday . Asked her how she knew my birthday was today , she said she had her ways of finding out / knowing . Was so shocked that she knows my birthday.

See .... Even an ex-colleague who barely knows me can take the effort to send me a birthday message ... What more ................. ???? WHat a Joke !!!!!!

P/s Thanks to all once again .

Thanks jesreal

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Counting down ....

About 2 hours plus plus to my 22Nd birthday ...
22 years of living on this world ...
what's lies ahead of me ?
will things change for the better for me?
or it had already changed but i did not notice or i was too greedy ??

This is not directed at any one but somehow some how i feel that maybe it is due to growing up? that certain friendships / kin ships that i really treasure and placed it in an important place in my heart is so vulnerable at moments like this
It's less then 2 1/2 hours to my birthday and it did not occur to certain people to even send a birthday msg or even a call ...
Not that i am petty (small gas) or what so ever over the present or what , its the thought that counts that matters to me most . Even a simple happy birthday , it is able to warm my heart
Or is it that i am a failure as a friend / family for the past 22 years of my life , that no one bothers?

Yeah i know , i am EMO-ing .... but it's a fact

One may be busy with life / marriage / school / work but i find it is all rubbish . RUBBISH i repeat . like i am not working ? i am not studying ? i dun have family ? i dun have other commitments? if i can plan my time well and prioritise my life accordingly , i dun see why they cannot . Or it's their perpective / definition of a friendship or kinship

It made me feel that i am those friends/family members that they only thought in times of trouble or when they need me then they think of me and contact me . It hurts ...

(p/s) to all that remembered me in one way or another ...
Thanks . i love u all .

anywae..... what i did for 11/11/08

Just came back from school organize de study skills workshop that teaches or refreshes us the various study DOs and DUNs ... hahah

Guess i am really rusty ... =)

Till my blogging inspirations come again , buaiz ....

Monday, November 03, 2008

22 years ago ...

i was born in the wonderful month of november ...
haha ... the 12th day of november ...
12/11/1986 ... nice number hor ? ha ha ...
birthday coming but the feeling is not like last year's 21th birthday ...
then was so happy and looking forward to 21 years old ..
now ? 22 ? orh .. like that lo ... not much feeling abt it already

Time files , it has been another 1 year already ?
what have I been doing for the past 1 year since my 21th birthday ?
Did I made any differences in my life / career ?

well Career wise and life wise , I think my " report card" is quite filled with ticks i guess
Career wise going smooth and well
Life wise , starting on my degree hahaha

But still feeling empty ....
sense of emptiness somehow , somewhere ....
Many years of friendship and yet so vulnerable ... sadly ...

" We cannot always please everyone with what you do , most importantly be yourself , no point changing yourself due to your environment . It's not who you really are "