About 2 hours plus plus to my 22Nd birthday ...
22 years of living on this world ...
what's lies ahead of me ?
will things change for the better for me?
or it had already changed but i did not notice or i was too greedy ??
This is not directed at any one but somehow some how i feel that maybe it is due to growing up? that certain friendships / kin ships that i really treasure and placed it in an important place in my heart is so vulnerable at moments like this
It's less then 2 1/2 hours to my birthday and it did not occur to certain people to even send a birthday msg or even a call ...
Not that i am petty (small gas) or what so ever over the present or what , its the thought that counts that matters to me most . Even a simple happy birthday , it is able to warm my heart
Or is it that i am a failure as a friend / family for the past 22 years of my life , that no one bothers?
Yeah i know , i am EMO-ing .... but it's a fact
One may be busy with life / marriage / school / work but i find it is all rubbish . RUBBISH i repeat . like i am not working ? i am not studying ? i dun have family ? i dun have other commitments? if i can plan my time well and prioritise my life accordingly , i dun see why they cannot . Or it's their perpective / definition of a friendship or kinship
It made me feel that i am those friends/family members that they only thought in times of trouble or when they need me then they think of me and contact me . It hurts ...
(p/s) to all that remembered me in one way or another ...
Thanks . i love u all .
anywae..... what i did for 11/11/08
Just came back from school organize de study skills workshop that teaches or refreshes us the various study DOs and DUNs ... hahah
Guess i am really rusty ... =)
Till my blogging inspirations come again , buaiz ....
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